wow...things have been really crazy lately. Anime Expo came and went....can't say it was seemless or stress-less...but it wasn't. That weekend was quite a change for me.

I've been pondering the con..for sometime now. Its been the foundation of many of my relationshops..but the convention itself has lost its fun. The only joy i get from it is hanging out with my ventura friends...and meeting new people at the con. I now have to weigh those joys with the stress i get from the powers above. It comes back to stress. The stress you feel is what you make of it...so now its up to me to decide what i want to do about it.

The other thing that happened is that i met someone. Almost instantaneously...i found myself caring a lot about this girl. Meet Karen. Even in such a short time she's been pretty much amazing for me...as someone to be able to talk to and share things with. Things with her have been great even though its been for a few days after AX. Unfortunately she's off in Thailand and Vietnam right now...then eventually school in Boston. Really hard when your heart starts running...and your brain hasn't had time to catch up yet...but sometimes we tend to overthink things. For now...i just know what i feel...and am hoping for the best.

Miss you hon