man..what i can i say. Tonite definately wasn't what i expected...but i guess thats life. Well..lets recap...we'll start with the negatives...cuz i always like to end with the positives.

Negative
1. my wing girl wasn't able to come up - She was sick..so i can understand.
2. The first club was ...whack. Definately a lounge..cuz nothing was going on.
3. Waiting in line for the next club was whack too. Standing in the rain for 40 min..to try to get into the club. stupid.
4. My crew was mostly guys...thank goodness for the few girls in our group (mentioned later in the postitive) for salvaging the nite a lil...since the rest of the party was pretty much to themselves.
5. Basically...all the girls were too themselves....might as well have just kept me outside.
6. Without a wing girl...i pretty much just found myself watching...bored...and yeah...no fun.

Positives
1. Chilled with Rico, Ed and Bren...plus Mark, Anh, Ed D, and Meagan. Good seeing them again. Special ups to Anh and Megan for not making me look gay dancing on the floor solo.
2. Had a real heart to heart with Rico in the car on my way back....that was cool...mostly. He's always gonna be my boy...that and bren and ed.
Special- Had fun at Disneyland with my sister. That was good times...guess it kinda makes up for it.

Personally...i guess...i'm over it. FUCK IT ALL. Thats all i'm thinking right now. I can't tell if its the Incredible Hulk, the Jack and Coke, or whatever the fuck i drank..but...i'm pretty much over it....

I've pretty much given up on everything. I'm just gonna do my own thing..and fuck everyone else.